just a reminder to myself, you don't have to bother reading this i just needed to put it somewhere i could see it fairly often.
yes there's a lot here, i had a lot of material but this is not a dig at nicole, there's been enough enough of those, and does not need response from anyone.
I'm sorry to whoever this upsets, but obviously not sorry enough not to post it.

it was a fuckin crap group to begin with
i've been trying to get away from you all for months
i never wanted to be part of this group
why should i care if they hate me?
I want us all to be friends again
i want to be left ALONE!!
i tried to be nice
i bitch about you loads
They seriously don't think I have feelings at all
I have cried for so many nights because of them but I can't tell them because they think I'm acting or lying
'Nicole Haters'
the 'Torment Nikki' game
everyone thinks...
didn't realise the consequences for everyone else.
even Jay says your the victim
whole big thing where I'm the murderess and you are all the corpses(pot/kettle)
You don't fucking know anything about me
I couldn't stand most of you
I was some girl who hung around you all the time
didn't help when I needed to concentrate on my GCSE's.
I live on this godforsaken planet
I'm stupid and always will be
I never ever thought that you would ever have any kind of feelings towards me other than hatred and disgust
I don't like attention.
you are afraid of me
im not afraid of you
you'll denie most if not ALL of this
i hadnt changed
i'll be there laffing and saying i told you so
i look on the bright side
i know you ALL hate me
the crappy xmas gifts and the parties im never invited to
hit me for all i care (she wanted that scene)
Yes i'm a bitch aren't i?